So my day today /: Well like I got in my cousin’s new pool like last week, but I had little cuts under my feet near my toes, but I didn’t think it was anything big. Boy was I wrong. Yesterday they got so worse on my left foot. My mom says it’s cause I’m sensitive like her, and I guess some bacteria in the pool made it worse? Well she took me to the Emergency Room, but I thought they were just going to put some like cream or some shit on it. Boy was I wrong! The nurse was lowkey cute, and he said he had hurt his foot too aha! But anyways, the doctor checked me out, then some other foo checked it too, and when they would look at my foot they all said the same shit, “My hun, you have some tiny feet”. >.< I was like why thank you aha. Okay well back to the juicy part of this story ha! The doctor said he was just going to give me a shot to numb up my skin, then after make a “LITTLE” incision, he said it was just going to burn for a couple of seconds. So the nurse got all the tools ready, and that’s when I started getting nervous, and I couldn’t stop shaking :o Hmm, well he let me see the needle and he said it was “LITTLE”, and when he was about to stick it in, I told my mom to hold my foot down just incase I moved it, so I sat back and just looked up and OMG it was soooooooooo painful. I mean I’ve handled lots of shots before, but this one it was like he was stabbing inside my foot, it did not feel good at all. And that’s when I started crying (and I never cry when I get shots). It burned, and he left the needle in for like 1 minute :l So then he said he was gonna cut it, so he told me it would be better not to look cause the blade is scary looking. So my mom was holding me and I layed back, BTW: That shot he gave me was suppose to “numb” my foot. I felt e v e r y t h i n g! I felt every little cut he made, I was covering my mouth to hold in my screams, and my mom was just watching me trying not to cry, but she did anyways. It felt like he was stabbing me and he wouldn’t stop ): Well then after the other doctor came in and she said that they had to do it again, so I went through the whole thing again :l So imagine me, I’ma big girl but damn, I think like 2 screams slipped out, cause I just couldn’t handle it. I never wanna go back again /: Afterwards the CUTE nurse came back, and put bandages on my foot, but I found out he has a GF boo hoo hahaha >.<
August 2010
Just a lover’s rock story for you
You make me dream of a place that i can take you to
Really beautiful
And any scenery would make it feel like
Some kind of wonderful
Now wouldn’t that be nice
To share together
A moment of your time
Is all i need to say forever
Cause you take me to another level
Wiithout regret to where im going
So anyplace is fine
As long as i am knowing
That i have you
So im thankful for the chance
To share this opportunity
For both of us to take a glance
Into our future
Just to see what can become of it
Our own lover’s rock type of story
Would be the ultimate
Cause i would share that life
If you’d meet me half way
And i think you’d do the same
Cause this doesn’t involve games
Its just the truth
And i hope you can believe me
That once i have you in my arms
You’d be the piece that would complete me
Cause all i need is a beauty like you
A queen to hold my throne down
And at times make me feel new
Like we fell in love again
Cause i finally found a soul
To share my everything with
Someone to make me feel whole
And love me til i grow old
Cause id spend it with you
Eternity that is
And you sure can quote it as the truth
I feel good in this life
And i owe it all to you
And every reason that i love it
Is cause i see it through you
Or your eyes
When you looking at me
Makes me feel that finally
I found a keeper most definitely
You always stimulate my mind
To reach a new height
With what I write
You elevate the words I speak
Within this song that I recite
And day or night
You got me feenin for the love you have to offer
And majority of folks can all agree
With what I talk about, I say it loud
You are the star within my galaxy
And just to be inside your atmosphere
I would start traveling the distance
And if you ever need me in an instant
I’m just a call away at any day
Within a quick-ness I would be there
Trust in me to be your knight in armor
Who would fight to be your king
Cause in my mind it be an honor
To have you by my side
Til the day that I die
And if death breaks us apart
We can resurrect a new life
To share it over again
Cause I would do that with you
And this music right here shows proof
That you inspire me
To be great at what I do
So this song I dedicate
Is a lover’s rock tribute
To say that you have been the person in my life
To make me realize that living it
Feels so nice
And despite
All the bumps that may come across the way
Im glad to let you know, that at its worst
I still would stay
And keep my word as a man
Who plans to stay within the picture
And word to the fact
That cause of you, I write these scriptures
Cause, you are the air that I breathe
And due to that, its been a blessing
So I say thanks
On this lover’s rock track
It gets better with every year that we’re together
The more i see you smiling
Assures that i have found
A person i confide in
Someone that i can trust
Without any question
A bonny for this clyde
When we ride long nights
And have our sessions
You’re a dream to me
And i can never wake up
You’ve been the perfect choice by far
From the start of day one
The qualities that you hold
Fits the mold of a lady
And its evident that ever since you’ve entered
You’ve amazed me
You shine the brightest in my life
No doubt
You keep it fresh in every way
And with my friends, you got clout
Now thats a lot to speak for
But yes im totally sure
That it comes easy for a person like you
To be adored
And furthermore
Yeah you got me going crazy for your love
Spinning in a circle
But i can never say enough
Cause your all that i need
Ill be there for you
And if you keep it real with me
Ill keep it real with you haa
And thats a fact if you didnt know that
The love I give to you is large
Like we living it fat, what?
Now could it be that what im finding in you
Is something I’ve been searching for
Since my adolescent youth
A good listener
When we having all these conversations
Talking up a storm
Even when debating
Cause you intelligent
With the status of a queen
You everythring dear to me
If you know what I mean, whaaaat.
Oh this song<3 One day hopefully I’ll dedicate it to that special boy. Or better yet, that special boy would dedicate this song to me. Deep shit right here<3
